On the way home, the western sky burnished with gold. Halfway between home and Mom. I’m going to have some dinner, my first real meal in days, and try to get a good nights sleep.
I saw her this morning, sat on a couch next to her and hugged her for the first time in months. The first few moments were just hugging and crying. Then one of the nurses announced she was going on break.
“Good,” Mom said to me, “I don’t like that one.”
Ah, there’s my mother.
There are periods of history when the visions of madmen and dope fiends are a better guide to reality than the common-sense interpretation of data available to the so-called normal mind. This is one such period, if you haven’t noticed already. –Robert Anton Wilson
As a rule we disbelieve all the facts and theories for which we have no use. –William James
I’m apparently writing. I ate some food late, and while I was cooking, I was pacing. I was thinking, I was writing. I seem to burning a little brightly right now; that may explain the frustration. I guess. I’m not sure about that, but maybe the burning somehow
It was a long bad day. I was going to write today. It had such promise at the start. Ideas were just bubbling through, and for some reason the wind has shifted. I write all the time, but it’s for me, for my journal. I have to fight to
